I didnt know what had happen, At first I thought it was just a pure friendship. Then one day i realized am I falling in love with this guy??? I keep saying to myself that NOOOOOOO!!!!!"He is planning to get married soon, dont ruin it MACKY!Please...." So I have decided to tell him honestly what i really feel for him just to let it out!la lang just a plain and simple la lang talaga! But when he told that he felt the same way.....patay na!!confuse na si Macario!!*windang na** anway dapat calm pa din, demure kumbaga. How will you not fall in love with him, he's so kulit and we really jive together in terms of kalokohan and everything, we have a good chemistry na parang physics, where the hell u can find it!!!sa min lang dalawa!!honestly! I really dont know why??If the time comes that i would know..... am not inlove with him anymore. We have a shared a lot of difficulties between what is happening with the 2 of us. We try to solve it but sometimes we were carried away of what we feel for each other and make it worse instead of resolving it, BUT ONE IMPORTANT thing is WE can still be a friend at each other when we needed ONE, we can sea aside (coz we love the sea 
)what we "feel" for each other and just BE A FRIEND. labo noh!!Even myelf nalalabuan what kind of relationship we have am sure..... its a special one (kc special child kmi*
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Reality really bites because we are both hurting of what is happening and need to go on a separate way for the time being to sort out our selves and forget about what we "feel" for each other to save our FRIEDSHIP. Hope we can do it.
When the time comes that we cross our roads again we can still say Hi/Hello at each other without any inhibitions.
