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the friend i fell inlove with ................ male version

by mcb_6 @ 2006-05-16 - 22:07:18

ei nice girl whats her name,......i remember going out with Chris and company to starbucks wala lang just wanted to go out for coffee and a good conversation, so we did and when the time chris ask me who do i like in SFC i said some names and your name came in i guess in that time i really didnt have anybody to say since i really dont like anybody in SFC. then we had a our first conversation and i really enjoyed it thought at some point i did'nt really want to be notice by anybody then but sharing our past was just a blast that when its time to stop it made me want to know more about you. i said to myself its natural coz we have just meet and friendship is just building up so i wanted to enjoyed it, and i did really enjoyed it, i did to the point that i was looking forward for every meeting of the barkada. i dont know where it started but one day i woke up and i see her in a different way, a special way i tried to deny it coz i already got a girl and i got my ducks in a row lined up, i kept a distance set up, a boundary where i can be safe and able to be a friend. until i decided to let her know atleast in that way i can say what i fell and then get pass thru it and get on to our wonderful friendship. i thought it was gonna go that way but things just gotten more and more confusing. we really tried to hold it back coz its really not gonna work and 2nd its not right, its unfair we really tried but it kept getting stronger until it broke us off in pieces now i dont know what we have.

right now i dont know where we are in each others life its like some happy part of us is hurting and wants to be alone so it can heal and the other is trying to pick up the pieces of a once so beautifull friendship that was broken when it fall. but i know one thing is for certain... and that is God in our lives , that the great He is working to make us whole again much better persons for each other for now im praying that every each day i welcome i will welcome it with joy because i'am learning to let go and let God... and i hope she is too.

one day in a crowd walking i will meet her again i'am whole and she is healed .... one day........


 
 

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Cuddleslove26Cuddleslove26 [Member]
05/16/06 @ 22:15

hey.sorry about wats happenin to u.her's my advice.u need to go and talk to her and clear things between you both.u CANNOT her as that will make her feel worse.that's like a common thing among us girls.so,BEST OF LUCK

Cuddleslove26Cuddleslove26 [Member]
05/16/06 @ 22:17

hey.sorry about wats happenin to u.her's my advice.u need to go and talk to her and clear things between you both.u CANNOT her as that will make her feel worse.that's like a common thing among us girls.so,BEST OF LUCK

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